im talking about my cousin who is in australia right now. i have never known how much pain and heartache she has went through till today. for the past year or so, people have been scolding and lamenting her about her selfish ways. but i know she isnt a completely bad girl deep in her. now that i know she has realised her mistakes and turning back, i cant help tearing. it's tears of joy and relief for my dear cousin.

'this a good lesson learnt. if i dont experience it, i wont know how to change.'

im really proud of you, hwee. you will make it back here safe. pls promise me. i've always treated you like my big sister and i dun want anything to happen to you.

so many things have happened recently. life can get so complicated and fragile. i need to cherish human relations and family ties more, lest it is too late for regrets. sometimes it is hard to keep to the promise when time is never enough.

i cant wait for you to back in spore. one more week...